missing the things that are not mine any longer!!

"human..they will not appreciate something belongs to them unless they lose it"..

i always remember kate2 ni but from where did i got it,tak kuingat..always reminding me to appreciate what do i have today as tomorrow it may not be mine anymore..(flashback ke mase2 lalu)..

kolej teknologi timur...kolej yg pernah kugelar KenTuT dengan bestie aku,king kong..tak pernah terbayang dan terlintas di fikiranku,aku akan merinduinye kerana aku amat membencinya dan seringkali aku mengeluh,"mengape aku ditakdirkan belajar di sini"..however,now..yes,i miss ktt a lot..my memories in KTT always keep on replaying in my mind..bukit ktt,tempat aku dating..tangge sebelah library,jugak tempat dating..cafe,tempat bergelak ketawa..library,study dan kacau org(jugak dating)..sportsroom,tempat sambut besday n kenakan liyana..bilik,(heaven of ktt) bole tido puas2..class n lecture hall,tempat ku mengenal benzene,quantum energy dan trombosis.. dan yg pasti,di ktt la,aku mengenali bestie aku,nuyerq aka king kong,sis aku-radhi,roomateku-nadz dan ramai lagi..ktt,i miss you..




malay college kuala kangsar..seringkali aku rase regret to be there as could not coup with hectic life in hostel,no much time to sleep once u wake up in the morning and struggling almost all the times with books..i neva be grateful to be in koleq even i know,lotsa people wish to be part of koleq..sampai la minggu last aku kat sane,aku terbayang aku meninggalkan koleq,baru la rase sygkan koleq muncul..ternyata,skang aku merindui saat2 dan kenangan di kolej melayu dan yg pasti hectic life in koleq is nothing to be compared with hectic life of a medic student that im facing now..wish i could stop the time and remain as a dak koleq for my whole life!!



friendship..pliz be clear that i neva lost em..its just that i miss my friends a lot..i miss the moment i spent with them..ajeem kure2..kenji..muaz..nuyerq..falcon members..and all my other friends..to be honest,im regret not appreciating em to the maximum limit i could once they were there beside me..if i realize how desperetely i miss u all ayte now,i swear that i wont ever bertekak or even bergadoh with u guys..thanx for came into my life and brightened it up..miss u all..










...dan seribu-satu lagi kenangan lampau yg takkan kulupe sampai bile2..aku rindukan mase lalu..growing up is not my pleasure..i wish that i will neva growing up..but its imposible as time will not pause or even rewinded..God,give me power..i wish to stop and turn back time!!!and i swear i will appreciate all the things that ever be mine!!!