SCRIPT OF MY LIFE

both have brains,but human is luckier as the brain is bigger and accompanied by mind...

both have tongues but snake is much unfortunate as its tongue is ramifying...

however,snake is better than a human...

as it has no mind n yet it never telling a lie....

as it has a branching tongue but it never hurt anyone else with their word...

maybe human will be better if they cant talk...

human being...

they love to name a lot of promises...

even though they know that d promise is barely to be kept...

promise...

it is only a word..

used to calm another person...

to keep em away from any worry...

but when its time to accomplish the word,they forgot...

or should i say,they act like they have forgot...

they have a beloved one...

which in dictionary refers to someone who they care about...

someone who they hardly hurt...

but in real life,

the beloved one is d one who always been told by lies....

the one who hurts very much of knowing d truth-they has been fooled...

"my dear,i love u so much...i wont leave u in any case..."

but later,'i' leave 'u' even without telling why...

"we r friend,we will always be although my bf/gf does not like u to be my friend...."

few weeks later,no more words ever heard from dat 'friend'....

"u r d most precious person in my life,i wont even thinking of lying to u"

but deep in their mind,"im lying when i told u so,as lie is d best word to keep u on my side..."

"u always got my back...4 dat,thanks and i will always take care of ur back..."

but dont negligent,u dun know how many times 'i' stab u on d back as u cant see what is on ur back...

"im hurt when people affront u...i wont let em live if they do so..."

but when u r not around, 'i' joins em to curse u...even 'i' is better in doing so as 'i' knows everything bout u...

lie...lie...lie...

it cant be separated from human...

sick of it...

maybe its better to befriend with snake...

even though it will peck us...

at least,it will do right in front of us....

not on d back...

d difference between an enemy and a friend is there only 1 type of enemy...

but friend,it has 2type...

real friend and 'enemy' friend...

once upon a time,

di hujung kampung melor,

tinggal sebuah keluarga bahagia,keluarge pak fizu...

pak fizu married to mak diah beberape tahun yg lalu...

mereka dikurniakan seorang anak yg tampan lagi bijaksane(skettttttttttt!!!!) bernama frod...

in 2008,frod had be given chance by JPA to splice his study to moscow in medic...

he was so happy as he tot dat his life was going to be much fun...

he went to moscow...

in moscow, he faced a lot of trouble in study...

he barely understood what did his teacher tought in class...

and always been referred as sampah by his deskmate,hafiz...

who was also been called sampah by his another deskmate who are also a sampah,wadie...

moreover,he also got stress out as his russian girlfriend,sarra left him for other guy,bedeck...

he was damn happy at d first place as although all his friends didn't belief that he could attract her,he still triumphantly won her heart...

well it wasn't that his friends didn't support him but

everyone would had guessed that this was going to happen as he was born with a letter on his brow-"L"...

in june 2009,

frod came home in penang for summer holiday...

one sweet day,while he was eating sambal belacan made by his mom,mak diah...

he said,"mamma,adek taknak blaja medic da...

kalaulah adek amek modelling,takde adek nk tensen2 camni...

uhuk...argh kalaulah adek bela doremon,bole bukak laci n balik tru time...

adek tanak ape yg adek ade ari ni,mama..."

mak diah memandang anak jantannya yg da berlinangan airmate dan berkate,

"olololo buchuk2...tomel2...gilo muh...giler gell like hell farewell terkehel i say...

yakin bole,malaysia bole..................................................

..............................................."

kate mak diah panjang lebar...

frod hanye tertunduk mengira ketolan2 nasik di atas pinggannye sambil berfikir,

"bilalah mama nk stop bebel nih..."

i'd a friend...

name die ahmad,tp tu bukan name sebenar,aku reka jer sbb nk sembunyikkan identiti die...

tp org slalu tanye aku,sape name betol die...

jadi aku bgtaw la name die syah...

syah was a good friend...

sgt good...

sbb tuh aku suke kawan ngn die..

knape die good??

sbb die rajen,pandai & tak suke melawan...

aku suke kawan ngn die...

sbb die rajen wat homework aku...

sbb die pandai wat homework tuh and aku dapat approbation dari cikgu sbb sume jawapan lam buku aku betol...

sbb die tak penah nk lawan blk bile aku buli die...

bile aku letak stokin busuk aku depan idung die mase die tido...

bile aku sembunyikkan beg die lam tong sampah...

die sgt baek....

aku selalu tanye die,

knape die tak pernah nk marah aku bile aku buli die??

die cakap,"kite kan kawan..."

knape die tak pernah melawan bile aku tumbuk perut die tanpa sbb??

die kate"kite kan kawan..."

knape die siapkan omwork aku padahal omwork sendiri tak sempat siap??

sbb"kite kan kawan..."

padahal...

aku tak penah anggap die kawan...

bg aku,die cume puppet aku tok siapkan omwork..

tok jadi bahan gelak aku...

tok jadi bahan aku lepaskan geram...

aku tak pernah sebut depan membe2 laen,"die tuh kawan aku..."

aku tak pernah appreciate die...

setahun kemudian,

die nak pindah...

pindah ke mane sampai skang aku tak taw...

and aku tak pernah nk tanya pon...

tp b4 pergi,

aku confess kat die,aku tak pernah anggap die kawan...

tak pernah layan die as a fren...

tp die cume senyum and said...

"aku tak kisah pe ko wat kat aku dulu...

sbb bg aku,u r my fren...

and thats enough....

bg ko,kite bukan kawan...

tp 1 day,bile ko tgk balik kenangan2 yg tak seberape antara kite,

u will know wats d meaning of fren and was i ur fren..."

titt tott...

bile aku ingat balik...

tak pernah ade org sepenyabar cam die...

sanggup sabar layan kerenah aku...

tak pernah ade org sebaek die...

utamakan aku more than diri sndr...

tak pernah ade org semulia die...

sanggup nasehatkan aku even da taw aku takkan dgr or akan cepuk die klu aku tak suke dgr...

tak pernah ade org yg anggap aku kawan...

lepas kene buli or ketuk ngn aku....

damn!!!

aku da sia2-kan a very good friend...

kawan yg plg baek pernah wujud depan aku...

someone who could tolerate very well in sense of friendship...

d saddest part of it,

he's not around anymore bile aku nk baiki silap aku...

bile aku sedar kesilapan aku...

bile aku mula nk appreciate our friendship...

see...

betollah kate org2 tua...

we won't appreciate something unless we lose it...

benda depan mate kite abaikan...amek mudah...

tp bile benda tuh far away from us,baru la kite sedar,how precious it was...

learn from d mistake...

dun take anyone u have around for granted...

appreciate em as long as they r here...

cause someday,u will say...

"kalaulah....."

but that time,its too late...

and for syah...

thans dude for everithing...

tak lupa gak kate2 ko b4 ko naek kete n cabut...

"someday,u will ask me for a thing but im not der to give u d answer...

but friend,just know dat d answer is-YES,I DO...KITE KAN KAWAN"

guess what...

d question is...

"WOULD U FORGIVE ME??"

once upon a time,

when i was a lil child,around 10years old...

small n cute boy...

i nurtured a squirrel...

i named it as romeo..

it was damn cute lil punk dat used to hang on my shoulder when i was eating...

and slept on my stomach while i was sleeping...

i loved it so much...

i started to nurture it when i was on my way home from school...

it was suddenly fall from a tree...

pity...wat a poor lil animal..

i took it home n told my mother dat i wanted to take care of it..

my sister nyampuk,"gille mung..nok wat natang mende ngn menatang tuh..bukang buleh makang pon...perabeh berah jer"...

ngan slamber,aku jawab...."natang nih dok makang berah pong...dok soh sibok ah...kekgi mung gok duk ngenak ke natang nih..."

my sis terdiam....

however it was too bad since my mother didnot allow me to do so...

thus i nurtured it secretly...

after few weeks,my father knew bout romeo...

he asked me to throw it away..

i resisted...

i cried out loud to gain his sympathy but failed...

he still wanted to get rid of it...

then i took romeo n ran towards sawah padi n lepak kat bendang dengan romeo...

aku mogok...tanak balik...

until 7.30pm,it was getting dark n yet i still didnot come home...

my father searched for me n found me there...

then he allowed me to take care of romeo since i was too obsessed with it...

i was damn happy...

as i loved romeo more than anything i had at dat tyme...

2months later,

romeo died...

in a car accident...

but he didnot drive...

tak sampai pon nk pijak pedal...

even dun think he knew wat pedal is..

a car contravened it...

damn,i was damn sad...

felt like my world had turned around...

....................................the end....................................

however...

i can barely remember anything bout romeo today...

why???

because d love for romeo is not strong enuf to help me reminiscing all those memories i had with it...

not just towards a pet...

even towards a human...

gf,bf or friend...

we tot we love em damn much that we cant live without em...

but later,wen we face d situation...

when we are alone without em...

we will notice that d feeling has fade away in time...

like an ash been blew by d wind...

but love towards God,its eternal...

as we will never lose Him...

He will always on our side...

when we sad,happy...

even when we forget about Him...

why would we insist for a love from a human...

like us...

who will die...who will hurt us...who will leaves us???

we come to this world,alone by ourselves from our mom's womb...

n later,we will leave d world also by our own in a small and narrow tomb...

lonely...

ask urself,wheres in hell ur bf???ur gf???

who used to say,"kite akan sehidup semati"

now u r dead but why is not he around????

all we have is Him...only Him...

on our side...

looking at us...

faithfully accompanies us to face wat will come onwards...