words for her...d only she...

26.10.09-10.30pm,

dont judge a book by its cover

just now,she showed me betapa peribahase tuh membawa maksud yg jelas..

betapa aku silap dalam menilai dirinya,

betapa aku sebenarnya tak mengenalinya...

die yg kukenal...

TIDAK!!!die yg kusangka ku kenal...

a girl with a strong will,resolute,

WRONG!! she is very weak...

a girl who will barely cry,

NOPE!! she always cries...

a girl who can survive living alone,

FALSE!!! she would die immediately...

WRONG-NOPE-FALSE...

how could i act like i was d closest human being to you??

how could i say 'i know u very well'

how could i inform myself 'i can make her happy'

how could i tell you 'i love you'

??????????????

i didn't know you...

i was not deserve to love you...

"i promise that i will make you smile..."

its a promise...

its not just a word...

im carrying a burden since i told u so...

i neva tell till when will i make u smile...

dat means,d promise is still valid...

even after we have nothing between us...

i dont know how...

im not sure d best way to kill ur sorrow...

i just dont...

all i know,

i want to try...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN D FUTURE...

NOBODY KNOWS...

INCLUDING YOU...

try and pray..

thats all can be done...

I DONT WANT TO ASSUME..

I DONT WANT TO MAKE A CONCLUSION WITHOUT GIVING ANY EFFORT...

as long as there is hope,

there will be light shining on us...

be strong...

DONT LET D PAST INFLUENCE YOUR FUTURE...

your future is ON YOUR HAND...

DETERMINED BY YOU...

NOT BY D PAST OR ANYONE ELSE...

if you want ur future to be coloured with rainbow and composure,

then FIND the rain...

but if you want it to be dark and hurly burly,

just STAY under the shadow...

#u know who you are...

this is only for you...

i know u wont take d point right after u read this,

but at lis,take a look on it over n over again..

n do think bout it...