it's ok...kite kan kawan...

long time ago,

i'd a friend...

name die ahmad,tp tu bukan name sebenar,aku reka jer sbb nk sembunyikkan identiti die...

tp org slalu tanye aku,sape name betol die...

jadi aku bgtaw la name die syah...

syah was a good friend...

sgt good...

sbb tuh aku suke kawan ngn die..

knape die good??

sbb die rajen,pandai & tak suke melawan...

aku suke kawan ngn die...

sbb die rajen wat homework aku...

sbb die pandai wat homework tuh and aku dapat approbation dari cikgu sbb sume jawapan lam buku aku betol...

sbb die tak penah nk lawan blk bile aku buli die...

bile aku letak stokin busuk aku depan idung die mase die tido...

bile aku sembunyikkan beg die lam tong sampah...

die sgt baek....

aku selalu tanye die,

knape die tak pernah nk marah aku bile aku buli die??

die cakap,"kite kan kawan..."

knape die tak pernah melawan bile aku tumbuk perut die tanpa sbb??

die kate"kite kan kawan..."

knape die siapkan omwork aku padahal omwork sendiri tak sempat siap??

sbb"kite kan kawan..."

padahal...

aku tak penah anggap die kawan...

bg aku,die cume puppet aku tok siapkan omwork..

tok jadi bahan gelak aku...

tok jadi bahan aku lepaskan geram...

aku tak pernah sebut depan membe2 laen,"die tuh kawan aku..."

aku tak pernah appreciate die...

setahun kemudian,

die nak pindah...

pindah ke mane sampai skang aku tak taw...

and aku tak pernah nk tanya pon...

tp b4 pergi,

aku confess kat die,aku tak pernah anggap die kawan...

tak pernah layan die as a fren...

tp die cume senyum and said...

"aku tak kisah pe ko wat kat aku dulu...

sbb bg aku,u r my fren...

and thats enough....

bg ko,kite bukan kawan...

tp 1 day,bile ko tgk balik kenangan2 yg tak seberape antara kite,

u will know wats d meaning of fren and was i ur fren..."

titt tott...

bile aku ingat balik...

tak pernah ade org sepenyabar cam die...

sanggup sabar layan kerenah aku...

tak pernah ade org sebaek die...

utamakan aku more than diri sndr...

tak pernah ade org semulia die...

sanggup nasehatkan aku even da taw aku takkan dgr or akan cepuk die klu aku tak suke dgr...

tak pernah ade org yg anggap aku kawan...

lepas kene buli or ketuk ngn aku....

damn!!!

aku da sia2-kan a very good friend...

kawan yg plg baek pernah wujud depan aku...

someone who could tolerate very well in sense of friendship...

d saddest part of it,

he's not around anymore bile aku nk baiki silap aku...

bile aku sedar kesilapan aku...

bile aku mula nk appreciate our friendship...

see...

betollah kate org2 tua...

we won't appreciate something unless we lose it...

benda depan mate kite abaikan...amek mudah...

tp bile benda tuh far away from us,baru la kite sedar,how precious it was...

learn from d mistake...

dun take anyone u have around for granted...

appreciate em as long as they r here...

cause someday,u will say...

"kalaulah....."

but that time,its too late...

and for syah...

thans dude for everithing...

tak lupa gak kate2 ko b4 ko naek kete n cabut...

"someday,u will ask me for a thing but im not der to give u d answer...

but friend,just know dat d answer is-YES,I DO...KITE KAN KAWAN"

guess what...

d question is...

"WOULD U FORGIVE ME??"