im a fucking insomniac...

its been few weeks since ive been stress n depress without knowing the exact reason..

haeh,the scariest part is now im some kind of insomniac...

guess what,i barely sleep at night but once i do,omg its like hell no, ill wake up early in the morning...

last saturday,d fuckest day of  d week,since i had pat fis early in the morning,this disease attacked me...

god knows how much i dun want to skip d class..

but what did happen,i skipped d class...haeh

it was happening since d night before...
i was sleeping late as was studying farmacology...1 hell of a subject..

i studied till 3am n stop when i realized that it was already late..

so panjat katil n terus baring...

i set my alarm at 7.30,8.00 and 8.30 in the morning...

then i focussed on my effort to close my eyes...

tik tok tik tok...

all of a sudden,i heard my alarm ringing...
damn it was 7.30am already...

with a panda eyes,i was thinking,should i stay awake or get to sleep...

hell no i was going to stay awake since my brain was like crushing...
pening gile...screaming for sleep..

so i slept...with an intention to wake up later at 8.30..

unfortunately,i couldnt even realize my phone was vibrating n d alarm was crying out loud...

d moment i opened my eyes,it was at 1pm...
at which my class had already done...

hell,skipped again which means 1more class to replace n no colloq on time can be done..

haeh...

d same thing happened last nite when i was about to attend computer class...

slept at 3am...kelip2 till 8.30...30minits b4 d class started...

n yeah i did skipped again...

this morning,had no class to attend but still wanted to wake up early to study farma...

but only at 9 i was able to close my eyes...
n later wake up at 2pm...

what the hell is exactly happening to me??

i always want to be a good stud,attend all classes..n wake up early...

with less sleep but more learning...

but what did happen so far,i failed...

hell many lessons i missed...
hell many colloqs i need to pass..

i just dont know wat to do...

god help me...if u do care bout me..