people comes and goes...

rain pours and stops...

river flows and dries up...

sun rises and sets...

but i never care..
cuz i never give a damn bout em..
but when i face another same sentence with d word "people" at the beginning,i cry..

people comes and goes...

people...

its including friend,girlfriend,family and everyone we know...

there's no-1 immortal...

thus,d sentence will never be wrong...

my whole life,ive been avoiding from being alone..

cuz i hate loneliness..

ive been facing thousands of trial...

but loneliness,its the hardest trial in life..

when im alone,

i cant find anything interesting bout life...

and i barely see the reason of living...

maybe id say,ive done lotsa thing to impress every1 around me..

so they wont leave me...

im hella pathetic human being..

i admit...

in last 22years of living...

i saw so many person dear to me leave..

and i could not do anything to stop it..

thats the biggest regret in my life..

and thats the biggest hatred i have against my own-self..

yesterday,

i realized something bout my current-self..

im dwelling too much in my past..

couldnt let it go...

hating n regretting so much in it...

i cant concentrate on my present day...

i cant even plan for my tomorrow...

oh gosh,i wanna run from this..

from my past..

but i dont even know how...