u...me..no..u!!!!

i tot i know u well...

but i guess,no...i dont...never did perhaps..

as i was looking on the characteristic u showed me...

the 1 u wanted me to see...

but never ur true self...

thousand times we met...

lepak n talked about so many things...

u encouraged and counseled me nicely...

every word u said made me believe that u r 1 hella good person...

but i guess i was wrong...

u just let me hear those things which were good for me...

but didnt mean u apply it in ur life...

u did a big mistake in d past...

but u said that u have repent...

theres no way ull get 1 step closer to repeat it ever again..

but as i can see,u r 1 step ahead of doing it again...

where was the tear u shed when u tell me those things??

i just dont know why its so hard for me to argue ur words..

every word i said,every action i took..

id unconsciously ensure that none of em will hurt u..

but the fact was,every word u said n every step u took,

they cut me deep...

guess theres too many things we still hide from each other..

maybe thats why i never get the chance to see the real u..

n u neither...

u never know what kind of man i am..

never assume that u did..

as me myself,still confuse bout it...

the man u see in me,was the 1 i wanna u to see...

guess theres no point on writing any longer...

as u wont care bout it..

u never did..