new resolution for the new year..

last few weeks,
i went out to buy some food..
then something meaningful happened..
made me think more than ever,
i needed to stop smoking!!


there was a booth selling cigarette..
and in front of it,there was an old woman..
begging for alms...
it was a cold day..
i felt so pity for her..
poor old woman..


there was a man,a russian bought 2 cartons of cigarette from the booth..
then when he was passing through the old woman,
the woman was begging him for some money..
not much, just enough for her to buy some food..
but that man was just ignoring her without even looking at her..
as if she was never there..


deep down...
i felt something strange..
it occurred to me that instead of wasting my money for cigarette...
why didnt i donate the money for the 1 who really needs money..
1 pack of cigarette would cost me 55ruble..
with the same value,the poor ones could buy 2 roti pau kot..
who knows maybe some beggar was so hungry n dat 2roti pau could save em from hunger..


well,at least god will grants us some pahala..  
buy buying cigarette,smoking,it wont help us from getting some merit from d god..
instead, it will reduces our lifespam..
i learnt from my therapy class about the diseases caused by smoking..
some of the diseases even develops due to smoking alone..
n u cant imagine how bad it is to suffer those diseases..
walhal,we can avoid it just by not being a smoker..


gosh,
now im d 1 to talk about smoking..
well,let say its my new resolution for the new year..
stop smoking!!!