no more tun wadie on facebook

been ages ive planning on deactivating my facebook account..
but i never succeed..
however,its been 3days now since the moment i deactivated it..
yeah there is no more tun wadie on facebook..

at 1st,i countered with some problem on doing it..
if i deactivating it,how will i run my business??
all the orders n advertisement,
they are all depending on my mart's group on facebook..
but its no more a problem..
as ive created a new account..
eddie loq..

eddie is my name manje among my family..
and loq is the name i gained once i was in mckk,stands for laloq...
but im so sorry to all my friends..
as ive to reject all the friend request..
cuz this account is solely created for my business..

the reason for d deactivating is because of my attitude..
im a damn persistent stalker..
i wasted 3/4 of every single day stalking..
maigod,im crazy..
all i wanna do is restricting myself from doing it over again,
and starting to focus on my study..

but to think of my life being so boring here in moscow..
plus with no-1 to stalk..
its been quite hard for me..
but later,i added up my 1 and only person i love d most on it..
and seems like my life has been back to normal..

bet i can live just by having her on my side..
and doing the thing im good at which is the business..
its not that im forgetting n neglecting my friends..
dats y i still keep my twitter on..
but facebook,its like a cancer to me..
theres no cure for its addiction..

now my life has never been better..
less time on facebook,except when theres customer ordering stuffs from me..
erk and when she got back from work..
other than that,there i am on my table,studying..
only now baru la rase macam student sket..
kalau tak,i cant see my future as a doctor..

but getting this close to her,my dear 1..

im starting to think of my happy life only with her smile on my side..

im afraid n i wonder how to live if kalaulah,but please mintak jauh la..

ders no jodoh between us..

its gonna be hard for me to live without her..

siyesly..

and dear god,please dont pull us apart..

just take whatever u want from me but not her..

ameen..