type of winner and loser...

back to last 4years..in Hargreaves Hall..i was listening to the seniors who succeeded very well in their spm 2004..they said,
"org yg berjaya ade 2jenis..1-gifted,the 1 who succed in xem without working hard and 2-the 1 who attain success with sweat and blood.."

untill now,im thinking of locating myself in either types..however,i find that im not even in both types,haish...realizing i am lack of types to be grouped in, im creating a new category...the loser..after doing some stupid survey, i come out with 2types of loser...1-loser who giving up hope and not even intended to change,never struggling to success and 2-loser who already giving out all his sweat and blood,the one who are really unlucky...and yes,im in this group,and i fit it well..

lets jus say that im not satisfy with my bio-org chem result..but i dont want to blame others for my weakness..i just blaming myself to be sooo weak n stupid..out of 7 students in group 10,1 person got piat(hafiz),others accept me got four n d only weakest,losest,stupidest is me,three..haish segan tul..

when it come to this,some people said that maybe usaha tak cukup..gosh,i almost kill myself the nyte before the exam,looking at the books with rolling eyes,studying and dying really hard and slept jus for an hour..is it not enuf???maybe i was wrong by sleeping for that 1 hour,dats y my effort not enuf..but its just an hour,i was tired and i am not a superman that need no sleep..omg..

guys(radhi,bedek,frod,bello,ayie),to be honest,aku jeles ngn korang as korang cakap korang tido elok je mlm tuh and u all got four..well,not saying u dun deserve it..yes u were,or maybe u should get piat as who can tell u r type of winner who less struggle but score well..and hafiz,aku superbly jeles ngn ko as ko sempoi jer study..cool..tp dapat piat,even anat pon,ko mantap..sumpah aku jeles...
##jgn korang serang aku lak kalu bace ni,bukan salahkan korang pe2,jus being honest to tell how i jeles ngn korang..even aku always tringin to be like u all..study smart to score,not hard..tp takley as aku lembab sgt..

even mase kat koleq,aku jeles ngn ajeem,azwan arip..how u all can be superb gempaq??nak kate makan vitamen,korang telan ayam goreng ngn ikan gak kat carey hall..
kat skola rendah lagik la..izwan syafiq,wafi n laen2...nak kate study,korang duk maen game,bace komik lagik kow2 dari aku...haish,not easy to live with dak2 pandai..u will always feel like u r the stupidest person in world..and maybe,makes u feel like die is an option of survival..

tp aku tak salahkan sape2...bukan salah kawan2ku aku loser,bukan salah ibu yg mengandung,bukan salah cikgu yg ajar tah ape2...tp salah aku...terlalu lembap..byk makan kepala ikan,..maggi...

kate fizu,"skali gagal,bukanlah bermakne gagal selamanye...tp kalu da gagal berkali2????loser la tu"(da edit sket)