bad things..they are always come into my life..

stressful...yeah..im always do..
why??
bad thing..unfortunate..frust..problem..
loser???maybe i am..
an awful truth..hard to admit..
but i guess i really am..

last nyte..smoke accompanied me..
a thing that i wish i could never do..
but it always be a gud fren..wen i am not ok..
realizing that im losing the 1 i love the most..
although im still having the person in the name of a sweetest relation..
but day by day,the sweets are fading away..
replacing by salty...
its killing me..waiting for the sweets to totally vanish..
or by chance,growing again..
but im in hell choosing the 2nd option..

sometimes,feels like im not a very unlucky person...
people do say that we should be glad,as there are always someone who are suffering even worse..
but never in my life,i would give a damn on it..
as for me,my poblem is too much for me to give a second bothering about others poblem..

life is too short to think bout poblem..
i always say that..
but the fact is..they are filling every inch of life..
in all time either place..
they always do..
yeah,again im lying...to myself..
to chill me up..so that i can get myself a second...
for me to be happy..
without poblem..
without thinking of bad thing..