12.##.2009...a memorable date...

12sept09,11.30pm...

herm 12 september...reminiscing a date...same number but different month...it was june..
yeah 12june2009...few days b4 i went home malaysia...
a day in which i went to arbatskaya,bought a necklace for a lady...a sweet lady...who i adore so much...
her name???hoho its secret meyh...biarlah aku n mereke2 yg taw je mengetahui...hohoho
dat necklace,quite expensive...i still remembered i had no enough money to buy it...
since nadzuan,my beloved roomate ade kat sebelah...aku pon lantik die jadi my private along, hoho..
dis is what we call love, u will be blinded by it...u will do samting that u r barely thought of doing it...
im not a very kindhearted person,sng2 nk kuar duit to buy samting 4 others but when it comes to loved 1,i wont take too long to get d money off my wallet...

then,returned home(pushkin),i had been thinking of how to bestow the necklace to her...
and i came out with a plan..a surprise...something that only can be found in novel...

here was d plan:
i will take her out 4 date...
hang out in a restaurant...
order some drink,maybe coke...
put d necklace in d drink without her knowing...
then,tell her that ive samting important to tell but need some time to arrange my words...so plizz finish up d drink 1st...
then, after she finish up drinking d coke n realize d necklace in d glass,ill make d confession...

however,
guess i was no longer d same wadie as d last few years...
time had change me..
i'd less boldness to accomplish my plan..

wat had really took place in dat day was..
on 27june2009,
we spent d whole day lepak n chit-chatting in times square..(act,i was wondering how should i confess to her..should i really run my plan while spending time with her)
n b4 we got home at around 7pm,we went to pizza hut as she wanted to buy some food 4 her family..
i ordered a jug of coke..
i had some time to put d necklace in dat jug..but i didn't..
i was too nervous to do so...

so,i jus tell her dat i've samting to tell..
take her hand n put d necklace in her hand n make d confession just like dat...
somehow, we made no progression...
she was not ready 4 any relation...
durg,what a loser i was...

but,
i respect her decision..
i took it positively..
it was her choice n i'd no right to argue...

she is a good girl..
she is adorable...
all i can say,
if i find thousand of girls who r better than her,i won't choose any other..
as for me, she is the perfect girl i ever met...

my dear,if u read this..
dun take it negatively..
ive no intention on publishing this..
just to share samting ive faced in life..