memory malam raya

tomorrow,again...

going to celebrate hari raye qorban...

deep in my heart,downcast,melancholy and sad...

commemorating that i have to celeb such a precious day far and alone from family...

this is my 4th raye in moscow...

far away from family,her and friends...

lonely...depressing...cry...

thats all filling me in....

tomorrow is hari raye...

but its friday meyn...

its d day for biochemistry...

d only subject i barely skip...

as i might have to pay for extra class...

damn...

dont tell me ive to celeb my raya in class...

as i dun wanna hear it...

just now,layan lagu raye...

pulang...

dari jauh ku pohon maaf...

damn....

d songs were killing me....

hampir pecah empangan air mateku...

melimpahkan cecair jernih jantanku...

moreover,terlayan lak iklan hari raya...

burung ape???murai...burung ape???murai...

huuu wish i can assemble wif my family for hari raye...

as tomorrow,

my family...all of em...

mom and dad....11siblings except me....14anak buah...

will all gather up kat my dad's house...

for the 1st time...

as usually at lease 1 of my siblings wont be home for raye...

raye umah mentua...

damn....

its going to be merry...

however...

ders nothing can be done...

i choose this route...

i choose to be here...

i choose this course...

no turning back...

no regret...

just hoping that might be able to celeb d next raya together wif family....

selamat hari raya....