im sory

to hurt u is d last thing on earth i would be thinking of doing...

i used to say d word as i always wish dat i'd never ever do it..

but all ive been doing for d last few days are hurting u...

i meant it when i said it..

theres no reason come to my mind to hurt u as i just barely see u cry..

if its caused by me that u were cry,it would double my hatred against myself..

i dont know wat have i been thinking of when i was doing it..

dear,punish me physically,..

cut my wrist,punch me on my cheek or stab me wif a knive,id stand still accepting it..

but dont punish me mentally...

dun take away all d happiness u gave me...

dun take away all d dreams ive planned for us..not jus me,us..

dun take away ur smile as its d only thing i wish to see everytime i wake up in d morning...

i know my mistake was to much...

and i cant imagine of any reason y would u forgive me..

but i also cant imagine o even think of living without u..

im sory..

know its easy to say it..

but thats d only thing i could do..

instead of fixing myself n improving myself..

but its useless if u dun have faith in me,n if u already throw away all our dreams..

u r strong,and dat give me strength to be stronger..

u r nice and dat encourage me to be better person..

im sory..

again n again..

till d end of my life,ill regret my past,my mistake..

der only 3 words id like to hear from u..

n ill keep dreaming of u saying it..

I FORGIVE U!!!

simple but it will change my whole life..

im sory