body of a budging wheel

people used to say,

"life is like a budging wheel...

sometimes,we r at d top of it...

but later,we will stay at d bottom...

over and over again..."

but who knows,

cheek,chin and tummy are also d same...

moving like a rotating wheel...

sometimes,they are at d top by mean-nampak berisi..chubby..fat...

and sometimes,they look just nice-kurus,keping and tough...

damn it!!!
what should i do to stop my wheel from rotating???

to keep them kurus,kering and tough???

pada suatu mase dahulu,

when i was in primary school,i was damn chubby,fat,kentot and comel...
too bad i didn't keep any picture of me being dat fat..
oh no,got 1...
but its at home..mesia..
picture during my sista's wedding...

hoho talking bout d pic,
i was damn fat la..
from d pic,can see my stomach emerging like a ball..
hoho and my cheek...
damn chubby like a tomato pon ade..
omg,i was so cute..

after few years,i got fever...
then slowly my weight was decreasing..
and plus,i was doing some work out...just chin up actually..
i did it almost everyday kat kekuda atas pintu dapor,sampai dat kekuda skang kalau hanging on it ade bunyik kot..
naseb tak runtuh je la..
but at that time my appetite still  did not change...
everytime i ate,it was compulsory to eat 2pinggan..
kalau tak bace doa,tambah spinggan lagi tok setan..
haha syg aku kat ko...

then few weeks after dat fever and worked out,the result was...
super thin me...
hoho guess what,if i didnt wear a shirt,u could see my rib cage kot...
omg,i miss my thin time...

time kat mckk,ok lagi la...

then i was able to maintain d weight n keep kurus up until i went to ktt for a level...
makan lak da kurang,2pinggan tuh kalau tak bace doa..kurang 1...
2-1=1...

but now,since i came to moscow..
god knows y did i get bigger...
hayya makan tah ape2...
even sometimes tak makan kot,tp still my weight is increasing...
only in 1st year,still kurus...
but later...
good bye kurus n welcome gemok...

1st year...pp tak timbul lagi...

but still takde la overweight...
ok lagi ar...
tough la till now..hahaa

i miss nk kurus...
tp malas nk diet...
tanak perut terkeluar...
tp makan n tido je taw...

n now..haha pp da cam swelling kot..

tp tgk cermin takde ar chubby camni...damn

hiiii semoga aku tak menggemokkan diri dah...
diet la pasni..

haha