!missing the things that are not mine any longer!!

!missing the things that are not mine any longer!!

just now,dikala kebosanan,i read my super previous posts 1 by 1...
hayya giler gempaq aku mengarut...
well,as long ade bende nk buat slaen study,ok la kan....

then i crossed over a post written on 11jan2009...
sumpah da lame gilerrrr...
tajuknye missing d things that r not mine nemore...
there,i wrote bout how i miss ktt,koleq..
and....
gugur jantung aku bace bile ku teliti satu2 patah words aku tulis about next point..
it was about how badly i miss my dear frens...
ajeem kure,
kenji,
muaz,
nuyerq
and falcon members...

huuu yeah its right wat did i say in there...
"human..they will not appreciate something belongs to them unless they lost it"..


i did lose some of my close frens due to my stupidity,ego n too-much-thinking...
now i miss em badly n i wish i wouldn't do such stupid thing i did...


dulu:
-ders always sam1 nasehatkan aku when i was giving up...
-ders always sam1 hantar text n comment to cheer me up...
-ders always sam1 bebel when i did stupid things...
-ders always sam1 bercerite non-stop bout her life...
-ders always sam1 kasi aku perumpamaan so i would appreciate my life..


but now:
-i miss nasehat yg aku tutup telinge dulu..
-miss d text n comment yg penuh 1 page sampai penat nk bace...
-miss d bebelan yg dulu aku taknak dgr...
-miss d cerite sampai kering credit fon aku...
-miss d perumpamaan yg amek 1malam nk paham...


but yeah..i was so stupid that i neglected em all dulu...
n now bile bende tu da takde,baru la nk terkapai2 cari blk...
i wish im better normal human being...
but normal is way too far to fit me in...
cus im abnormal...


ouwh frens...
i loved n love u always though u r far away from me physically n mentally...