a little something!!!

this evening,i spent the whole time searching for "something" on the internet...
an important "something" to accomplish my surprise for her..
although theres nothing special between us anymore but still,
she is the only person on earth would ever turns my life upside down with only a single smile..

gosh i cant wait for the holiday..
to get home and perform the surprising ritual...
to take her out to treasure the little "something"...
i cant wait to see her smile...
to look at the gleam on her eyes while getting a bang out of that little "something"...
oh time,would you please do me a favour..
please run even faster...

my whole life,ive done quite number of surprises...
those who knew bout em,said that i was too carried away by the story in the novel...
though still,i never read even a single novel..
well,thats a fact...
however,this 1,its the best of the best i could think of...
though maybe its the best surprise a man could have done...

i told my close friend bout this plan to gain his opinion...
he just laughed at me n asked..
why??
why would i still wanna do so(regarding to what had happen between her n me??)
i just smiled without saying a word...

but brother...
here's my answer...
"if u love someone without leaving any free space in your heart..
u will do whatever it takes to see her smiling face...
without expecting any recompense...
cus it is the only thing u will ever care about..
and it is the only way that will make ur life worths to live..."

i know whoever read this,is gonna wondering
what is exactly the "something" i keep on grumbling..
erk,frankly,my mind is creaming to tell what it is...
but i just cant do it...
cuz this blog can be read by anyone including her...
so obviously i dont want her to know what it is...
as this is why that "something" is called surprise..
but surely later after i performed the ritual,im gonna post it here...
altogether with a picture of her smiling face that keeps me alive...
and baby,here is the song implied from my heart beat..