what do u want from me??

why r u  doing this to me??
what did i do till i deserve these things...
didnt i tell u i have aware of my mistakes??
hadn't i eat crow for so many times to u??
why,why,why??

after 1 of another head-smashing extra works ive done for u...
though some of em haven't yet ready to handle,
now u ask me for some more??
please stop lah...
im tired already..
super tired...
my whole life,i never felt this fidgety...
thanks..
yeah thank u very much...

u said u make me suffer cuz i can take this...
u didnt give it to other person cuz they might not be able to handle it...
but here im telling u...
i doubt ur rightness...
i guess u r wrong...
cuz i cant face this...
i cant take it..
anymore...

what do u want exactly??
what do u expecting from me by doing this??
u want to see me flunk on the ground without having any spirit left is it??
u want me to hate myself so much that i can barely look at it in d mirror,dont u??

please,
once and for all..
talk me out of this...
im asking u just once..
why did u do this to me..
what do u want from me??