gambate!!

smlm 22.12.2010,
i was tested lagi...
with informatika,subject haram jadah yg tak patut dirisaukan..
huuu up until now,i guess im d only 3rd yer stud tak pat zachot for dat bangang subjek..
i went there with lim n matthew...
but they were lucky to get a cool teacher...
d teacher didn't even check their work...
but me,
after complained n complained macam2 in bahase russia yg aku tak paham 1 habuk,
she asked me to go n do it later..
wth,
ive lotsa more important subject to cover...
oh god,give me strength...

at 1 moment,
i felt like it was a replisal for my sins..
yeah ive been quite gile for this month..
tot thats d reason for my unlucky fate...
but to think again that i passed my phat-anat yesterday,
and to passed my phat-fis 1st coll without having to repeat...
i took back my word...
maybe i need to work harder...
n to teach myself to be stronger...

last night after d class,
talked to bello bulat...
she talked so much like u used to do...
macam2 nasihat die cakap..
n yeah for the 1st time in my life,
rase nk mendengar n admit sume ckp die without saying my favourite word "tapi"...
afterall, "tapi"is only an excuse to do what we want to do though its wrong..
and to make people admit our action...
im tired of it..
so kene buang jauh2...

huuu...apekah nasib aku for this sem..
to sit for the final microbe seems to be overcast...
byk lagi subjects tak dapat zachot..
n yeah been few days tak tido lena...
im tired...im tired...im tired...
i miss my bantal so much....
gambate!!