i wanna help cuz u r my fren..
u r helped or not,no advantage on me...
ive done my part n i wish u to do ur part as u r d 1 to be helped..
now since u dun really wanna be helped,ive to clean up ur mess n take d blame...
u taught me 1 thing,dont help others n to be selfish..
is that a good lesson??
i just dont know when did i really change into sam1 like this...
i much prefer to be d old wadie..
the 1 who didnt give a single damn about others...
as long as they dont meddling in my business..
maybe im just a typical taurusian..
the 1 who cares enuf about friendship...
i aint saying that its a bad thing to help a friend..
perhaps,its a good thing though..
and thats d use of being a fren...
but i just cant accept it when a friend dont really want to be helped...
ive put many effort to help..
but dat fren just doing nothing...
maybe not just nothing at all..
but d effort is not enough..
but think again..
u r d 1 to be helped..
thus,u r d 1 who need to put more effort in it..
now,ive to clean up ur mess...
ive to take d blame..
ive to d weight of my action in helping u..
which is useless in result...
and the worst part of it..
im feeling guilty to those who had nothing to do with this...
but still need to accept the effect of helping u...
omg,pity him having me as a friend...
life teaches me lotsa thing...
thats the reason i choose to live by myself...
but this is the real me,..
no matter how hard i try to live alone..
i wont be able to do so..
as im too depending on such creature called friend...
dear friend who i was talking about...
theres not much im asking from u..
just to admit ur lack of effort...
and to apology...
ders no good thing i gain from it...
but at least,i know dat u still recognize me as a friend...
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