a bit of mind's meal..

baru abes tgk citer karak..
man,this movie is nice..
super scary...
guess out of all ghost movies in malaysia,
this 1 is the only movie that could freak me out till the end...
mantap..


but,the best thing occur to my mind..
is when the heroin,ape name ntah read ayat qursi at the end of the scene..
without knowing the meaning,just simply reading it..
the ghosts are dancing in front of her..


there is 1 moment in my past..
when i told my brother who is an ustaz..
i was disturbed by some entity when i was in mckk..
i took surah yaasin n kept it under my pillow..
wishing that it would protect me from the entity..
but turned out,my effort was useless n the entity kept on disturbing me..
i asked him,wasn't the entity afraid of the yaasin??


he told me that the entity afraid of it..
but not to the bunch of paper writing the surah..
but the meaning of the surah...
or precisely to the god..
n he told me not to do so again..
cuz it could lead me astray..
as i was depending on the book writing the yaasin..
as if i was putting the book superior than the god..
masyalah..


its true without knowing what we are doing...
its useless..meaningless...
so i wonder about my prayer this whole time..
is it acceptable or not...
as i barely understand the meaning of my reading..
even the main surah alfatihah...


maybe its time to learn the holy language..
to learn the meaning of every word comes out of my mouth while praying..
oh gosh,my sister once said..
if u have any chance to choose what to learn in moscow..
choose to learn more about our religion..
and the main thing that we need to keep on improving..
is the perfection of solat...