Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now Im falling apart

wake up in the morning, i look around..

i look at the white wall in front of me..

empty,sorrow and and droopy..

then i start to realize that im gonna have another day of living..

without you..

i swear, to wake up without ur smile is the hardest thing to do..

but it seems like there's almost nothing so hard for me..

cuz it has been months since the 1st day i was waking up without u around..

i wish ive a keyboard connected to my brain,

so i can hit the DELETE button of our memories..

cuz trying to forget the memories is like trying to remember something i never done..

baby

to let u go is like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream in life..

in the dream,u teach me how to smile,to be loved and to love..

but u forget to teach me how to stop..

now ive to keep on searching for a way to stop it..

cuz u are no longer here to be loved..

wake up in the morning,stalking u will be the 1st thing to do..

when i see u smile n knowing that its not for me,thats when i miss u the most..

Every time i see u all cool, calm and collected, i lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and im painfully aware that im not over u but u are over me.

omg,you hurt me more than i deserve, how can you be so cruel? 

no,its not u,but me..

cuz i love you more than you deserve, why am i such a fool?

i gave you everything but i guess it wasn't enough to make you stay

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried

however, i believe that 1 day,ill be able to get over you..

but its only as soon as forever is through..