pharmacology

im officially out of will to proceed to the 4th year..
with the new rules, lack of zachot cannot sit for final exam n cannot enter the next year,
im totally screw up..
farmacology..that the only subject im lack of zachot..
n guess,its gonna be the killer of my dream..


last week,i was quite confident that id be able to finish up my 3rd year..
with a nice plan of settling 1 colloq for each week,
everything was just nice..
but now,
i dont know what to think of anymore..


im suppose to settle colloq cardiovascular system this week..
but till now,im still stuck in nowhere..
yesterday,i went to see bondarchuck to do it..
but she was damn busy n i couldnt finish my test..
so i went there again this morning..
but all i got was only her curse n fucked up..
guess she was datang bulan this morning..
damn moody..
i tot ive master the subject n yet,
she screwed me up..
i didnt even know what she want..
n her question was like-say what???
so i went home with empty hand..again...


now 2weeks left..
with 4colloq to settle..
siyesly i dont think i can make it..
but i wont just sit n wait for the end to come to me..
ill try to finish up any colloq i can for this 2weeks..
though its obvious that it meant for nothing..


bye2 moscow..