pharma sucks big time...

huwargh...
sometimes surviving instinct will drive us to do better...
in a time when im almost giving up on my study..
to follow with the flow..
no matter have to repeat year or whatsoever for not finishing up my pharma colloqs..
my survival instinct starting to kick...
and i guess no matter what happen,im gonna finish all my colloqs b4 i can go back home...


last few hours i had a simple conversation with my senior..
about the impact of repeating year on my scholarship..
he said that,it will be depending on the officer's jurisdiction..
yeah jpa will let us to have 1 spoiled year for the repeating..
but thats only if we have a good reason for that..
as in sakit ke mental ke ape ke..
but if we have to repeat due to our slack of attitude..
then termination is the answer..
or else,if the officer baek hati,
can still proceed with the scholarship but only up to 5th year..
6th year???


for the 6th year gonna have to tanggung sendiri lar..
herm...the cost??
man,thats the biggest problem..
for the tuition fee itself will cost rm25k..meowwww...
then for hostel,another rm4k...auk auk auk...
then for the elaun makan minum..
rm2k per month==>rm20k...aummmm..
so the total price for 1 year of wasting time in moscow is about rm49k..
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...


haha all the adrenaline start to rush along my vein when i heard the cost...
damn..no matter what..
gonna av to settle pharmacology..
so mama,papa..
guess eddi gonna come home a bit late..
huuu dun miss me too much..


*i dont wanna be here all alone studying pharma...
pharma sucks big time...