life is like a flowing river...

oh my,trial after trial,
tot im gonna be stronger but seems like ders too much burden to carry..
n ive tired of em..
i give up..

i dont know whats real nor fake nemore..
confuse of what should i or need to believe..
seems to me,all those things id learn to believe,
doesnt apply to me..
deep down,i found em all lies..
in study, its easier to find it true by example..
but how can i believe the facts i learn if all d examples happen to me oppose em..
fairness and love,i cant see em..
then, how to believe??

last year,i learnt about a new term,
karma..
what goes around comes around,
u get something if u really deserve it..
now,my heart screams to believe it..
cuz its all make sense..
ive face the incident few times..

for what n why ive been breathing all this while,
d question pops up in my mind million times..
i figure that its just like a plant..
born,grows up n die..
to be honest, i believe it that way since last few years,
thats why i couldnt take a problem as a problem..
cuz later,d problem will comes to an end,
and i wont even remember bout it..
i never take serious about my study,
cuz i dont think that its dat important..
if i reach the point of failure,
ders still million ways to survive..
even among 10 riches person in world,
few of them dropped out from college,
then how can i believe..

life is like a flowing river...
u born from the cloud,
pour down on the top of a hill..
flowing down through a river..
once a while u crash on stones..
sometimes,u take a wrong leap onto a small branch of  the river,
then found a dead-end..
if u maintain on the right path,
u will reach the sea..
yeah the sea is fucking wide..
but still,it is limited by another beach..
its just a waste of time flowing all the way down..