i believe

whats the point of knowing the answer
if i cant even understand the problem..
its like taking all the meds in the world
without understanding the disease..

its no use..
the meds might be able to heal me..
but the probability??
its 1 out of millions...

when it comes to maybe..
it may be yes or no..
im lucky enough the meds i take,
its cure..
but what if it only worsening the disease???
as i never know for sure the root of the disease..

been days since i tried to figure out whats my problem..
i already know the solution...
but its nothing unless i could figure out the problem..
its like walking in the dark..
knowing where to go..
but never know where to start..

many people around me start talking..
cursing and bad mouthing about me..
for straying away from the path..
but im way too tired to satisfy their will..
whats d point of making em smile,
if im suffering inside out..

just let me..
find my own way..
choose the path to walk...
its okai if its full with thorns
its okai if i lose my leg for stepping on fire..
cuz i believe in what im holding close to my mind..
and never stop believing..

1 fine day,this bloody journey will come to a junction..
entering a brighter road..
leading to the 1 ive been missing for long..
the 1 who always trust in me..
and reminding me for the wrong road ive taken..
i believe