ill die trying!!

ive been on the top for quite some time..
it felt so good
all the luxury and advantage i had in my hand,
they fit me very well..
i love it and never wanna lose it..

as in today,
the circle of life takes it's turn..
keeping me down to the bottom..
to the very depth of nightmare..

i lose all those things that used to keep me sleep tight at night..
i forget how to control things..
how to manipulate my target..
every sweet dreams seems to be memories..
keeping me smile in my sleep,
but regret in the reality..

its time to wake up..
to stand up high on the sky..
to grab what was meant to be mine..
i wont let anybody stay on my path..
i wont let em take away my dreams..
they will stand right on my enemy list...
and im gonna crash em down..

those good things gonna be mine again..
just let the time decide..
even if i cant get it,
ill die trying!!