TO GAIN SUCCESS, THERE'S A LOT OF ROUTES CAN BE TAKEN

i believe....

everyone has their chances to achieve victory and success in life...

and TO GAIN SUCCESS, THERE'S A LOT OF ROUTES CAN BE TAKEN...

depending on ourselves to choose...

as every path will lead to victory...

the only differences between those courses are

-HOW FAR THE DISTANCE

-HINDRANCE ALONG THE ROUTE

-TIME TAKEN TO REACH THE END...

few years ago,i chose this route to attain my target...

dat moment,i could hear-'congrat wadie'...

yeah congratulation for choosing this rough,dark and creepy street...

they,erk including me were so excited as this is well-known route to the heaven...

it will only cost me a couple of years to reach the end...

and the end is always promising happiness,luxurious and respect..

but no-one realized how suck its gonna be,walking in dis route,alone and powerlessly...

yeah d end of this route is heaven but along this path,its surrounded by devil and satan...

this whole journey, its killing me...

slowly but brutally from d inside...

i dun know how many times have i slip from d light into d darkness...

as these lashing and abusing,they are unbearable...

im just lucky to be able to get back to d brightness of light...

but i wonder how long would i be able to stand resolutely b4 d devil deceived me...

last night,

i filled my time by thinking and counting...

this route,its not belong to me...

it isn't suppose to be taken from d start...

i cant coup it well...

so, i guess its about time to stop this suffer...

to end this whole lashing n abusing...

then im gonna start a new,fresh juorney...

on a route that is much suitable for me..

which will cost me my interest...

maybe that route is not as short in sense of distance as the route im taking currently...

n it will cost me a dozen of years...

but aren't d future should be d priority???

however,

i dont wanna make such a rush decision like i used to do...

this is not like buying sophea which only took me 5hours...

not like buying iphone which cost me 1hours...

this is d future,pride and dignity...

so im going to take another 6months...

to ensure n confirming that this route,its really not belong to me...

ah damn,i hate to make such decision involving my future,pride n dignity...

frens of me suggest me to get some tip from someone who always know wats d best...

i said "i will" but im sorry..im lying...

i wont do so as he leaved me long time ago...

been trillion times had i asked him to show me d right path including last few years b4 i took dis current route...but he never give me any...

sometimes it felt like talking to a wall,which will neither say yes nor no...

and the consequences-living in earth as in mini hell...

i dont want to imagine where was he at dat time,as it will only cost me much suffer,sorrow and tears knowing that we are all alone...

they also advise me to stay strong and not to associate with bad person while im depressing...

as he will always try to seduce me into d darkness...

and while i am depressing n sad,that is d most perfect time to do so...

but dont u think that its a noble thing to do,to keep someone in need a company...

yeah he is bad...

but where is d gud guy who i always wishes to be on my side in such moment???

*im not gonna talk bout wats in my blog...so kengkawan,dun ask me anything bout it...esp mohd fuad mohd firus...