interest and career..

herm,i wonder if im choosing the right path for my future..
long time ago,i was so eager to take medic as part of my life..
not even 1 time when i was asked bout my ambition,id say any other option other than medic..
but my senior once told me,
if im about to choose a course of life,
never do it under the influence of anybody's word nor the money..
but choose it base on my interest and passion..
or else,ill regret it..

medic,
to be honest,im interested in it since my childhood due to my idol,Dr M..
but i never tot that this path is this challenging and hard..
n now,when im about to reach the finish line,
i doubt myself loving it..

interest..
herm it was 4years ago,when i was doing my A level course,
i started to realize what is actually my interest..
business,to be exact,searching for money..
to deal with customer,
to make the calculation in order to decide the price..
and the most interesting part,counting the money...
gosh,this is actually my real interest..

the very first time i was doing business,it was during my time in ktt..
at that time, i went to pasum,um to visit my friend with qidran,my buddy ever since studying in mckk..
there,we met chip n he was wearing the uni's t-shirt..
then,i started to see money flowing out of the t-shirt..
with qidran,we were planning our own business..
to print n selling shirt..
so qid was assigned as the shirt designer..
and me,i was the tokey..
to find a shirt printing shop,cut a deal,decide the price n planning on how to flesh out our business..
then we started to sell the very first own-design shirt for a level course in ktt for our batch..
a year later,i decided to gain more money,
so we launched our 2nd money digging by designing t shirt for a level in ktt without mentioning the batch,so that we could sell it to the junior..
another year passed,i was graduated from ktt,
but my addiction to business didnt stop there..
with qid,we again designed the shirt without stating the college..
with that,our target was all a level student all around kl..
i searched for kaki to manage our business in intec and kolej mara seremban..
at d same time,i invited kenji from kolej bandar utama to join our league..
so we provided him with shirt for ausmat(australian matriculation)
that was the last time i did shirt printing business in malaysia..
guess what,for each time we sell the shirt,each of us got rm1k...
so i bet my total income just selling the shirt while i was in ktt was about 10grand..
omg,that was hell lot of money..
imagine, how did i feel, it was hilarious..
by myself,without any help from family..
i managed to get 5k by my own,with my own plan and effort..

i remembered when i was on my way to terengganu with my big brother..
he is a businessman..
he told me how much he wish that any of 12 siblings of ours have the interest in business..
he tried to recruit my 2nd brother but failed..
but me,he never tried to coz he never tot that id have the interest..
up until he knew about the business of mine..
he asked me where did i get the idea to embrace my business..
i told him it was all mine..
the he said that he respect me cuz the way i planned my business,
it was how the Chinese usually managed their job..
i never put out any modal for my business..
i took d order and the payment both earlier..
with the customers' money,i used it for the modal..
there was no such thing as risk in my business cuz i never use my own money for it..

later when i was in the 1st and 2nd year of medic,
i did the shirt for my university..alone..
guess what the total income was 4digit but the exact number??rahsia...
later in 3rd year,i was too busy with my study,
so i ditched all the interest and business to focus on my study..

up until last 2months,i was kinda boring with study,sleeping,facebooking and wasting time..
so again,i started another type of business..
minimart 609/3..
its more like a kedai runcit in spartiv..
im supplying food stuff for my dear malaysian friends..
beras jasmin,kerepek nangka,air tin,kacang,kuey teow n few other stuffs..
well,talking about the income,i cant tell much cuz its the business secret..
but its indeed unimaginable for just sekadar bukak kedai runcit..
n now im still planning on melebarkan sayap perniagaan..
ade la few plan in which if i manage to make it real,might double the income..

i dont know why do i love business so much..
its not that im desperate for money..
indeed,i got constant allowance from jpa..
some people might accuses me as greedy..
but i dont think so,couse i dont value the money too much..
it just that i love the challenge,
how to attract the customer..
counting the money everynight..
planning on how to get more n more money..
n how to solve the unexpectedly problem..
but the main point is,getting my own money,with my own idea and my own sweat..
satisfaction is unimaginable when people come and buy stuff from me..

last few days,
i got an offer to sell some shitty stuff..
the income was damn good..
but i refused it..
coz i dont want my meat comes from illegal source..
i dont want the dirty blood running through my veins..
coz i believe that my future child,they will come out of my blood and meat..
if they are dirty and black..so do the child..
i want a pure and good scion..
alhamdullilah,i still havent been blinded by the money..

gosh,maybe its too late if i wanna change my course for the future..
im passing the halfway to become a doctor..
sometimes,i think that i should suppress the interest in business n focus on my study..
but its damn hard to leave something that u really love..
haeh maybe 1 day,ill think of another way to embrace my business interest as well as practicing my medical knowledge..
maybe nnt jadi drug dealer,jual ubat kat spital,who knows..hehe